尚史

24 September 2009 @ 12:13 pm

Love Situation: He likes me, I like someone else

So, you should know about Geron. My 'friend' who is more than obviously in love with me. And of course, Im flattered. Especially because whenever I see him he's sweet and sincere and fun to hang around with. And the signals he sends me are glaringly obvious and...well...im flattered and honored XD However...I don't see myself liking him like that =/ I see us as friends and really nothing more. And I dread the day when he confesses and I have to break his heart...

I never really liked him. I've tried. But...yeah...no. lol. Wasn't happening. And while I was trying to picture myself with Geron, anoher guy named Emmanuel dropped into my lap ~

( Emmanuel? Who's that? )

Tags: emmanuel, geron, love, school

Current Location: Student Center at SCC

Feeling:

contemplative

Hearing: The background noise of the student center -_-

1 | +

01 September 2009 @ 01:02 pm

I should be doing homework right now XP

I'm such a bad student. I don't do my homework when I'm supposed to ~

No, i am. Kinda. Like off and on. Homework Lj Homework Facebook Homework Twitter Homework Email Homework LJ again =p Hey i get it all done DON'T JUDGE ME *is fully aware that a psyhopathic evil genius lives inside her*

Anyway, *spaz* Nino commercial!! <33 he advertised SOUP. Yes he's sexy, but you know what? He made me giggle non-stop this time around. Here I am sitting in the school library 'HEHEHEHE' I probably got a few stares. lol. Not that i wasn't being stared at enough because I'm as tall as a freakin' amazon warrior princess AND i looked like a rockstar =D Heels, leather vest, hot shirt and skinny jeans <33 I'd show a pic but I don't have my cam on me.

Anyway, check out the CM here http://arashinino.vox.com/library/post/house-foods-soup-de-okoge-new-version-20090901-nino.html I'm gonna dl it later when I get home. Don't you love how he SANG the jingle at the end? lol

Next up on my "distracted from homework" post, All the Best Record Sales!! Apparently they broke 1 million today. GO ARASHI ~ ARASHI FOREVER!

And that's it for the updates you probably already knew about XP Now for my personal life, GUYS SUCK. -_- *is currently trying to bounce back from rejection and not succeeding* I'm on a 'must shoot and stab all things male except Arashi, NEWS, KAT-TUN, and Johnny's* kick right now. I mean...yeah they can be fun to hang out with. Especially gay guys. Can't hate gay guys. But...straight guys who will willingly step on your heart? Not so much -_- How would you like it if I stepped on YOUR Heart, dude, huh?? How's that make you feel??? *very violent*

I don't know. I'm sure I'll be out of this for soon, but right now...*sigh* If you read my post from yesterday, you'll understand.

And now I'm going back to the books. Ja ne, minna-san ~

Tags: arashi, hearbreak, nino, record sales

Current Location: School Library...like always

Feeling:

busy

Hearing: Taiyou no Sekai - Arashi

3 | +

30 August 2009 @ 09:32 pm

My first real heartbreak...love sucks

Ahhh ~ ! Love sucks big time. Especially when it's your first. Yes, ladies and gents it's Ashley's story of First Love =[

It's quite short. It starts with a girl who met a guy. A tall handsome fun sweet good guy who had the cutest smile on earth and the warmest hugs ever. The girl began to like this guy towards the end of her senior year in high school but, because she wasn't sure, she kept her mouth shut. And it got worse as they became closer friends. The hugs were more frequent and she melted everytime he came near, but she just kept on smiling and joked around with him and her other friends. Like nothing was different.

Then one sunday, at a chuch meeting, after all the mess was cleaned up, the guy said his usual goodbye to her. A big hug. Like always, her stomach turned. Normally, she'd just smile hug him feel her stomach turn then go home with her family. But this time...her heartbeat quickened about 50x it's normal pace. And she hugged him longer than normal, feeling the warmth of him, almost about to cry from loving him so much. And that's when she thought to herself 'I have to tell him'

So she waited til late that night after shopping with her sister and sent him a text 'If i told you I liked you, what would you do?' she said 'What do you mean?' was his response. After a long text convo, the guy finally said 'I'm sorry, I just got out of a relationship. You're a nice girl and a good friend, but that's all im looking for right now. Don't wait for me and miss out on the guy God made for you. I don't want you waiting for something that might not happen. If it happens it happens but don't miss out on the guy cuz ur waitin'

The girl cried...then she smiled 'God...you're so nice. That's why I like you so much. When ur ready to date, lemme know'

=[ And such is my story. Now I have a story to tell my kids one day about how your first love can sometimes hurt...

Tags: first, heartbreak, love, rejection

Feeling:

sad

15 | +

27 August 2009 @ 02:53 pm

And so it has begun - College >_< (Arashi Concert goodies too!!)

I suppose I should use this journal a little more often XP I'm always posting stories to my writing community and what not that I do NOTHING on here anymore. I think Imma start being alittle more active. And now that I'm in college, I'll have lots to talk about ~

I actually started yesterday (wednesday) and had three classes, United States Federal Government (-_-) Creative Writing and Class Piano. It was all just intro and 'hi im the teacher and im going to suck what's left of your existance into my college-students-lives-sucker machine' lol But my piano teacher is hot ^_^ Im going to be a veeeeery good student in there. lol.

And today i had math and english. i hate math. HATE it always have always will and nothing will ever change that. it'll be a miracle if i get through 4 years of college level math >_< my english teacher is pretty much the definition of AWESOME. She's hilarious. I wish I could've filmed her and put it on youtube, she's just THAT cool. Can't wait to continue that class and creative writing since i love writing.

I may just be shy but i haven't really met anyone *shrug* i guess that'll change eventually. and until then i have maggie, nasyer, christina, and angiie plus the entire arashi fandom to socialize with XP they're more than enough. lol.

OKAY NOW FOR THE GOOD STUFF NASYER SENT ME ^_^

Arashi Concert goodies ~ SOO amazing ~ Look look LOOK or you'll die from the lack of amazingness

( Concert Goodies and story updates )

Tags: subject:arashi-concert, subject:school, subject:stories

Current Location: Seminole Community College

Feeling:

hungry

Hearing: High School Musical - HSM 3 Soundtrack

3 | +

16 April 2009 @ 12:14 pm

Arashi Around Asia 2007 + IN DOME MC Hardsub

I DID IT!!! *happy dance* I successfully subbed the MC of Arashi Around Asia 2007. I actually finished it a while ago but I didn't get around to uploading it until just recently. No, it's not the 2008 MC, but this is just as good! And I'm really proud of myself for doing this. Aegisub makes things so simple. Anyway, on to the download!

( Mmm, how is it ~ ? )

Tags: 2007, arashi, around, asia, hardsub, mc

Feeling:

busy

Hearing: Rain - Satoshi Ohno

19 | +

26 January 2009 @ 11:40 am

38 Icons [Arashi]

Another icon dump before my next concert post! I've been working on these icons for about a week, but I've been so busy and half-braindead that I didn't get as many done as I'd hoped. Oh well *shrug* I'm still proud of what I've got here.

[18] Pairings (Ohmiya, ect.)
[16] Misc.
[4] Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru

( anata no kubisuji hora uso ga mieta... )

Tags: arashi, dump, graphics, icon

Current Location: Home

Feeling:

sore

Hearing: Gimmick Game - Ninomiya Kazunari

22 | +

14 January 2009 @ 11:17 am

31 Icons

It's been a while since I've done this kind of post. hasn't it? WELL, hopefully this will make up for old times. I bring you 31 icons from a mix of things.

[5] Misc. Sho
[8] Uta no Onii-san Preview
[18] February Potato
[31] Total

( Ahh...long time no see... )

Tags: arashi, dump, graphics, icon, potato

Current Location: School

Feeling:

hungry

Hearing: Hey Hey Lovin' You - Arashi

17 | +

25 December 2008 @ 02:54 pm

5 Arashi Wallpapers

Merry Christmas

5 Arashi Wallpapers for your use. All of 1280x800 and no resizes are available (Sorry).

Took me a total of a week and a half to finish them all. I had the hardest time with Ohno's. Damn that boy's hair >_< I must have redone that wallpaper like 5 times. And then Aiba's...ha...DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED *rawr* But that one's my fav. ^_^

Anyway, enjoy!

( Merry Christmas! )

Tags: aiba, christmas, dump, jun, masaki, matsujun, matsumoto, nino, ohno, sakurai, satoshi, sho, wallpaper

Current Location: Home

Feeling:

happy

Hearing: Manheim Steamroller and Mario Super Sluggers

46 | +

Advertisement

Advertisement